Most people on the New Year try to think of what they will improve in the next year, I like to look back on the year that I had, and what happened, and what I learned. So as I was crouched behind a bush hiding from our friend Jake because we all toliet papered his house, I remembered that this same time last year I was spending my new year with much different company. When I got home at one in the morning, I sat down and thought about where I was exactly a year ago, sitting on a couch with the boy I loved watching an eighties movie. Then I smilied, cause I really enjoyed my new year this year. I found myself wishing I could go back to the year before and tell last year me a few things. I would tell myself to be more careful, and not to fall too hard in love, to step back and not be so stupid, to follow my head, not my heart. I would tell myself to go spend more time with my friends and not with the boy. And I would tell myself to have my epiphany before I spent ten months wasting my time. To not listen to forevers...when I still got forever to live...:) Now sitting in real life I realize that even though the past year brought me a pain that is life changing and undescribable, it makes me happy. :) Because as this new year comes along, I've learned so much and I'm excited because I get to start over :) and even though I cant warn my past self, I can warn my future self. I can take all of the things that I learned and all of my should'ves, would'ves, and could'ves and try to not bring them into the next year. So my advice?: Look back and learn. Take all those mistakes and heartaches from the last year and learn from them. And Have a wonderful new year:)
Love Syd:)
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